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To the stars that played with the darkness
I sang of love and burned up completely

Sunday, May 30, 2010 @ 11:29 PM

i am not well now.
beside the slight cough.
my nose is block.
i cannot smell anything as of now.

in addition to that.
after the long haul walk from Mount Faber to Hort Park on Vesak Day, and maybe slight playing of Wii at night..
my leg muscle was super ache on Saturday and today. (which i think my body is super screwed that i slept my whole afternoon away for like 4 hours plus till 7pm plus on Saturday)..
and this Morning i woke up with a sharp pain on my back..
that i can barely walk properly after i stand up each time..

so now, let's see whether Panadol Extend for muscle and joint pain is my best friend.
let's see how long it can "Extend"

no more pain, please.
:'(

long weekends were never long actually.
tomorrow is Monday. :(


Friday, May 28, 2010 @ 1:11 AM

love long weekends!
:)

plans later.
Henderson waves (again!)
and potluck at night!

i reach home from work yesterday night, and i immediately knock out and slept for 2 hours straight.

good night.
eyes closing again.
need to wake up at 6am later!

till then!
:)


Tuesday, May 25, 2010 @ 12:02 AM

was sick on last Friday after lunch..
keep sneezing in the office, and it just keep on dripping non stop like running tap.
slept like log after i reach home, barely online for 1 hour, went back to sleep.

woke up the next day.
same thing.
and i slept from 2pm close to 7pm, when i was woke up by crashing sound that was opposite my block.
look out of my bedroom window where i saw some onlookers looking on to what already have happen. and i heard laughter (very loud!) from one of the unit.
police came, and i went down to buy dinner, and decide to see what have happen.
ironically, i saw the town council dustbin overturn (now, this is not the best part), the bricks of the shelter was being hit and it shattered all over the floor and there's a hole up there on the part of the shelter that was being hit, and what cause it, none other than a bicycle nearby that flew from the don't know which unit. how inconsiderate. and there's this family who wanted to drive their car out, and who knows their car windscreen got shattered by the falling (flying) bricks, and the police look at their car, ask them some questions too i suppose. poor windscreen.
how ironically. i thought the person throw the dustbin down instead, but the impact wouldn't be that big as a bicycle am i right?
you should have just heard how loud the crashing sound was..

feel better yesterday,, so went out in the evening to meet Carol at Tampines for dinner and Movie (SHREK).
funny funny! :)
wanted to buy clothes but didn't in the end, cos most of the shop was closing already.

somethings do get addictive at times by the way!

got to sleep.
good night!
:)


Thursday, May 20, 2010 @ 12:12 AM

*yawns*

i am super tired after trying to save my desktop from crashing for the past 2 night after reaching home from work.
but still it crash, and now, i am trying to save everything in to my hard disk before i do a reformatting on Friday night or Saturday morning, which i dislike to do it so much, because i need to re-install the programme especially i can't find my router CD-ROM when i need it badly.

now only my laptop and my sister laptop can be used.
the desktop i think can say RIP already.
if after reformatting, and the same thing happens again, i think i can just ask my brother to go and buy one new PC/laptop for himself..

need to sleep soon..
eyes are definitely closing..
good night!


Sunday, May 16, 2010 @ 1:08 PM

说了再见 - 周杰伦

天亮了 雨下了 你走了
清楚了 我爱的 遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了
想要放 放不掉 泪在飘
你看看 你看看 看不到
我假装过去不重要 却发现自己办不到

说了再见 才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌脚 而你我找不到
若角色对调你说好不好
说了再见 才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老 又狠往哪里找
再次拥抱一分一秒都好

天亮了 雨下了 你走了
清楚了 我爱的 遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了
想要放 放不掉 泪在飘
你看看 你看看 看不到
我假装过去不重要 却发现自己办不到

说了再见 才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌脚 而你我找不到
若角色对调你说好不好

你的笑 你的好 脑海里 一直在绕
我的手 忘不了 你手的温度
心碎了一地 捡不回从前的心跳 

伤心过去我无力逃跑

说再见 才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老 又狠往哪里找
再次拥抱一分一秒都好

i don't believe i am trusting my instinct on everything.
but actually instinct can actually go wrong..
well done, i actually make myself more miserable than ever.
but if bad things do not go away, good things wouldn't come along your way, am i right?
and so, i am still waiting..


@ 1:24 AM

spent my Saturday at home.
watching my shows on cable TV.
napping away in the afternoon for 2 hours, despite i slept 9hours till Saturday morning,i am still very tired.
throat super pain and have been coughing..
must be falling sick soon.
and i don't like it.

hopefully the new week everything will be alright and okay for me.
:)
and oh, i have repeated Jay Chou new songs for the past 3 hours..

*yawns*
i am getting sleepy.
good night!


Thursday, May 13, 2010 @ 10:54 PM

it's second week into work. (okay first week, if you want to count, since i got no access system last week)
and i still think i am very slow.
HOW?!
:(

super tired.
think i shall go work early tomorrow.
hope i can go off work on time or just one hour later.
and come home and snooze.

VERY TIRED!
my neck and shoulder is super pain, think is my sitting posture during work.
this is really really bad..
shall go to sleep soon!

night world!


Wednesday, May 12, 2010 @ 12:41 AM

i always thought i am good at handling my emotions, but i am so wrong.
and i always though i have good enough of an EQ to handle things, but i am so wrong too.

either my EQ is super low, or i am just plain stupid.
but at least, i think i should be able to get things over.
all i need is the time.

choices is up to you, whether one want to grab it,
so do not cry (i shouldn't) when it's all lost..


Sunday, May 09, 2010 @ 12:39 PM

Happy Mommy's Day! (:

will be going out for dinner tonight!

and its Monday tomorrow.
:(


Thursday, May 06, 2010 @ 12:08 AM

i am into my anti social mood this week.


Wednesday, May 05, 2010 @ 12:30 AM

i miss my old workplace a lot.
the office, the people, the hawker centre (especially the chicken porridge), the walk to Redhill mrt station, the Tiong Bahru bus stop where i took the bus to office every morning.
i spend my past close to 9 months there, in addition to the 3 months i worked there in 08..

i started my new job on Monday.
but i can't say much for now.
i am just so worried that i am being a blur sotong am not up to the job function.
oh well.
just hope i can. :(

good night..


Monday, May 03, 2010 @ 12:38 AM

i might now know who she is.
but because she have chose to end her life the same way as how he did a few years back.
i felt that as an Alumni of TP, i felt that i have "known" her, after reading all the posts that were make at the group in Facebook (note: the group is having 9000plus members and i believe counting), articles and numerous blog after seeing the news tab in Yahoo last week..

and Saturday was hectic, was out the whole morning and afternoon, then when i bought dinner back at like 9pm plus for my parents, they say a cousin-in-law was admitted into the hospital in JB (apparently, she fainted, send to a nearby hospital, then she was okay, but went back home, the same thing happen, and they send her to JB hospital instead, which is like 2 hours drive away?

then yesterday morning, my mom phone another cousin-in-law asking them how's the condition, and after she hang up, my eldest aunt immediately call, and then she say something like the doctor say have to undergo an operation, but the doctor also say something 50-50 chance of survival or something like that (my eldest aunt heard from my second aunt), this seriously scare my mom, and she phone dad, and they decide to go into Malaysia after my dad reach home, and after phoning dad, my third aunt call and say she wants to go in too. and so you can imagine how many phone calls i had to entertain the whole morning & afternoon away till they went into Malaysia..

and when they reach home, my mom say she looks okay, and can recognise people (because previously, she one minute can recognise, another minute she can't?)..
hope everything will be fine for her!

i quite forgotten what i want to blog also already.
i have short term memory.
and i can't sleep now.
super nervous..

oh well, just pray everything will be okay later.
okay, i need to sleep..



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